i truly see there is no loss flowering into wholeness.
days of longing & feeling apart have fruited a deep motivation to elevate, to ask in ways i have never asked before; each request perfectly fulfilled. the progress is accelerating, the shifts frequent and stabilizing. i am realizing my own miracle skin, that everything i am looking for is held under it. grounding reality & closer to that day when behind my eyes an eternal light of love.
the kriya today was nearly unnoticeable in the field of Guru Grace Love. i did the pose during dinner break in a dark room alone with the Ek Ong Kaar mantra. i felt the channels clearing & was grateful for the addition of this to my day imbibing high truth teachings.
my eyes were closed as often as they were open. we danced to move stifled energy out of the body, loosened up and sprayed each other with special clearing water. the hours disappeared as she spoke directly on being truly free, her words charged, feeling wave after wave of intensity. she gave me a blessing to release the pain from recent events & read her poetry afterward. i was grateful to glide between her verses, feeling the words make new connections within buzzing the top of my head.
Guruji told a story of Arjuna, when he was asked to kill several family members in a civil war. this killing symbolized burning karma, clearing all the accumulated attachments. some time after Arjuna did this, he was walking somewhere & as he turned he saw a fire and around the fire, all the family members he had killed. when he approached they were elated & celebrated being together. i felt such sweet tears welling up hearing this, my heart yearning to be in this connection with those who are or have been so close to me; to burn away all the hurt, the lies, the untruth and to remain in the love, celebrating together because we are all free.
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